Saturday, December 17, 2011

Idealistic Happiness

In a world so massively, enormously large
I am but a tiny fraction.
No one else can hear my words,
Feel my thoughts, see my actions.
I'm left out of crowds
I'm not easily noticed
I don't have huge piles of friends
I'm almost never the center of anyone's focus.

My clothes are not bright
I look like I'm boring
But then again, most people don't even try
To get to know me.
I stand in silence
Try not to get hurt
But, in truth, it doesn't work.
I still get hurt anyway.

I'm not always good at speaking my mind
I don't have much confidence
But slowly, I feel like I'm getting better
By months, days, and seconds.
Someday, maybe I,
Might be the one leading
No longer as shy.

I'll stop living in my "hell",
And break out of my shell
Reach towards the light
Grasp the sun
And shine so bright.

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

`For Someone`

So many tears we shed...
Even the clouds, above our heads
Are envious, they cannot make
As much rain as we alone can.

Depressing thoughts, evil souls
Do not help the hurting holes
In our hearts, they just grow wider
Never shrinking, feeling like fire.
Those famous words that people say
"Everything will be okay."
Never seem to help, do they?
It's easier said than done.

I know this from experience,
It's a challenging course of life.
But one day, I promise you
There won't be so much strife.
If things seem hopeless at the moment,
Do not fret or mope.
If there's anything you need to say,
I will be your glimmer of hope.

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Ah well...

I guess this blog won't just be for poetry after all c:
//I really shouldn't be proud of that......//
Anyhooo~ I've been watching a lot of anime recently, and you know that older-ish one; Fruits Basket?
That was one of my first anime, before I knew MANGA existed... I watched it, cried sometimes, laughed, aww'd, and moved on.
THEN, my elder brother's girlfriend lent me her Fruits Basket manga... What was I missing? Oh my gosh. It was better than Inuyasha... the manga of Fruits Basket, I mean.
I cried so much though! I was sad when it ended, and there were romantic and incredibly sad moments..



Wow, I'm such a sap.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Updates and things...

Oh well, this is awkward.
I haven't written anything new lately, and for that I am sorry :(
I've been writing things besides poetry actually, and haven't gotten around to writing anything new...
I guess I'll get back into the the "writing mood" as soon as my enormous "craving for anime" wave is over...
Bye-bye for now, okay?

Monday, June 27, 2011

Painting :)

The brush sways
Across a page
This is what I live for.
The easel set
The paint still wet
In greys like iron ore.
I gaze at
My canvas that
Seems to be
Gazing back at me.
I touch the art
And it leaves arcs
Of paint streaming down my fingers.
I take my hands
Move them this way and that
And throw the paint back down
With a loud
Splat.

After its dried
And hung up on my wall
I stare at it with pride.
I gave it my all.


Notice:
Just in case anyone was wondering the sudden change in mood in my poetry, this was just a little change, no big deal :)

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Monday, June 20, 2011

Never Ending Black World

A fleeting bliss.
A bright blue sky.
These are things
Which people dye
A shade of black
For you and I.

A fluttering wind.
A swaying breeze.
A dark life among
The many trees
Which surround us
And bring us to our knees.

As night starts to fall
Things start to fade
My visions blurred
Life has taken a new shade.

No longer will light shine to us
The mist keeps falling
I hear you calling
But can no longer see you.
And your voice is now dead.

Will we ever escape this black world
Alive?
I'm frightened now
I start to cry.
I want nothing more than
To be by your side.

I stand up now
Clear off my sorrow,
And begin to walk
Till the end of tomorrow.

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Changed

I am but a small leaf in the pouring rain, 
Getting all wet in the rain and darkness surrounds me as clouds roll in...
I get blown around in the wind and it causes me pain... 
So lots of times, after the storm has passed, I'm crumpled,
Tossed aside,and even nearly split in half.
But eventually, other leaves think I've recovered 
And dance in the breeze, but it's not me.
For it is just an other leaf...

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Cherish Your Last Dying Breath

It's inevitable.
Unavoidable. 
Inescapable. 
So many words can describe it. 
So many... So many...
Everyone cries, at least, most do. 
Because, the only reason, is because we miss you.
We love you, and always will,
We laughed together, our hearts were filled.
And still are...
Don't forget us, wherever you are, 
However close, however far.
Across the stars, and open seas, 
Even right above our heads. Aren't we
Allowed to cry? 
I must not, I shant.
Alone, I do. Around others, I can't.
People who mourn, are mourners, no doubt, 
And around each other, our tears will come out.
Sorrow will fill us, now and then,
For we have now known, we have lost a dearest friend.
So my dear, be happy, 
Even if you're inside death...
'Cause to us, you'll be here,
So now cherish your last dying breath.
Please dear cherish your last dying breath...
Even though...
It's not your last for long...
I promise.


<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Bloodshed

Bloodshed, Bloodshed
Every thought in my head leads to 
Bloodshed.
All the tears, that stream, across my face,
Now spread across the human race.

Every cry, I have uttered, leads to utter despair.
As I gasp, as I breathe, I can't help losing air.
People think, I am crazy, thinking this way.
I can't help it, and my mind is here to stay, so there is

Bloodshed, Bloodshed.
Every thought in my heads leads to
Bloodshed.
Your cries pound all at once, against my ears.
To them, I just can't bear to hear.

You'd never think how much, I cry in fright.
Screaming, in the darkness, into the night.
People say, I am crazy, thinking this way,
But I know, oh I know, I shall never stray.

So there is

Bloodshed, Bloodshed.
Every thought in my head leads to 
Bloodshed.
All the tears, that once, plagued all my place,
Now fall upon
Their wretched face.

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Friday, May 27, 2011

There She Stands

There she stands,
So far away,
Searching for a place, 
In which she may stay.
She's longing for a purpose,
A reason to push on.
A person, perhaps,
Who might
Help her
To right her every wrong.
She longs to be free,
As well as he,
And soar across the skies.
Like a butterfly, she wants
To take wing
And fly.
She'll try her best.
Work herself
To the bone,
And never rest.
She won't abandon hope, 
No matter the obstacle, 
Or length of the rope.
....................
But in order for this butterfly, 
To spread her wings and be free,
She must soon realize,
That she
Is me.

<Copyright Faith C. 2011>

Friday, May 20, 2011

If I Didn't Love You...

If I didn't love you,
The sun wouldn't rise,
The sun wouldn't set,
And my life wouldn't have,
Any simple meaning yet.

If I didn't love you,
I'd always want to die,
You'd always hear me cry,
If I really didn't love you.

The skies would be clouds,
I would be full of doubts,
Rain would fall quietly,
At anyone's sight of me,
If I didn't love you.

I'd follow in your path,
Fearing of your wrath, 
If you had turned around,
And seen me,
For I know,
You don't love me...

The teardrops on my face,
Could scar the human race,
For I cry so very often...
Of course it is for you,
Not many reasons would I be,
This... Blue...

Of course only in my dreams,
Do I think of you and me,
Oh that's a lie...
For I think about you...
All the time...

So now if I didn't love you,
The sun wouldn't rise, 
The sun wouldn't set,
And my life wouldn't have,
Any simple meaning yet.
But you are here,
Embracing me in your arms.
And I know that I love you,
So this is where we are...


<Copyright Faith C. 2011>