Thursday, February 20, 2014

My attempt at trying to write something decent after months of not posting/writing anything.

All of my soul
Withering away
All the pieces of my heart
Littered with frays

Tears leave a stain
Bitter, painful
My mouth screams with no voice
Unneeded, disdainful

I live without purpose
No dreams nor ambitions
I am forever punished
God, all is so vicious

Kill me please, for I pray for death
Stick your dagger deep in my chest
Lay my unfinished chapters to rest

Everything is built from lies
And even when the child cries
Human beings I despise

Words are so empty
People change on a dime
And although I was once deceived
I won't be fooled this time

I lay my hand down at my side
The tears now sleeping, dry
The knife is clean, absent of blood
My smile stays wry

No need for emotions
Unnecessary things
For my disease, there's no potion
No magic remedy

I will simply live, showing spite
Pushing my legs forward
An eternal fight.